9:30am.. i hate my job. no i really hate it. i hate it i hate it i hate it i should have just quit like i was going to i have no idea what i would do in the meantime but i want to quit quit QUIT!
12:00pm.. need a career plan, this is not any good for my health, coming in here and doing this every day. i can do this right? i can do this.. i can do this... i can move on i can take a risk........
2:30pm.. feeling much happier. lunch with two of the loveliest people i know. xx
6:30pm.. getting ready to go out for dinner with family for mum's birthday. everyone seems to be in a good mood. nice!
9:30pm.. dinner was lovely, hope mum had a lovely birthday. she seemed to. i'm feeling grumpy and aware i'm getting a low tolerance for interaction with people. will go to bed now, have some time to myself and hopefully sleep early. have also almost decided to change my name officially.....
10:30pm.. can't sleep.. freaking out about identity loss and hoping this is the right idea.
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